if thoughts could kill... i hate people. i hate you all. happy people should die. random days go by and i want to make a list of people who deserve to live. i dont even know if i would be on it. such malice towards people... but really yall just piss me off. everyone who jokes around, who doesnt pay attention, who doesnt give a shit... i hate you. everyone who has it all at their fingertips, who dont worry about time and space... i hate you. and nobody can do anything about it. everything ive said has come out wrong. this really hurts to say. pick me up love, you hear me. not from your mother but someone a tad bit less predictable. when everybody loves you, you can never be lonely. if there was a way to know it im sure i would but finding it is the hard part. sometimes its just not worth it and that makes me sad. the most meaningful music in the world became static in the background of my thoughts today and i hate that too. im not even making a point. annie dreams that everyone is dead.