movies make me sad... some happy parts anyway. its not even going alone that does it. i think im more comfortable going alone than actually having a friend with me. i dont want to make a fool of myself when theres somebody to entertain. but when youre in the back row with your hood up and your legs propped on the seats ahead... you dont have to worry about that. you can be smug or happy or lonely or content for being at the movies at all and nobody would think twice. its still hard though, to hold onto yourself because there isnt anyone else around.