terror and fun combined
a steady climb a swift decline
i lost my mind
i travel back in time
a magic ride you're mine

didnt write that... holds true though. its all a rollercoaster ride for me. its fun though, the climb and the fall are all relatively the same. its like no matter what is going on, it aint too hard to be happy with it. you just have to be content with whatever's going on. just because youre sad it doesnt mean you cant enjoy being sad. milk it for all its worth, drag other people down, be a fucking bastard for a while. nobody will really blame you. if youre happy then fuckin be happy, that one wasnt that tough. it isnt impossible to be content rather than happy. i might just be stuck in the corkscrews.

i love living inside my head... it aint bad at all. its not too boring or too dull. so comfortable. i cant possibly survive in the dank dark head corners of some other people i know.

haha, i know yall dont give a shit

out of time, more later.