tonite was a discusting piece of shit. just thought id get that out of the way. school was nice, half day, snow, and all in sandals... haha yeah. but tonite's been a bitch. ill cover school later, i dont feel like it now. i get home this afternoon and find out that we get to go to the hockey game tonite. YAY! the hockey game i love it. i had the premonition that the canes were gonna get raped again like they have been for the past... o i dont know it doenst matter they will get raped anyway. nj devils. hate everyone of the sob's. they all suck. i drive out to the rbc good, its all cool. we get to the stands and its all cool. they start the game and its all cool. o yeah, it was nc state football appreciation nite so there were a lot of packers there... anyway, instead of letting them score within a minute the canes managed to finally give about 12 into the game where weekes got schooled by this other dude. turned out to be his 500th goal, these things always happen against who im going for, i hate it. anyway, were all pissed now. the 2 guys sittin next to us ask if we could move down so they could bring their friends after the 1st period. thats cool with us so we move. after the first period the refs suck, weve shot 5 times (to their 13) and its 1-0 nj. o well, only 1/3 the way thru the game... we move down and it turns out that they bring like 6 friends who all sit behind us, drink, laugh, and yell at everyone. dammit, we gave our seats to hecklers from new jersey! this bites!! actually as the game progressed we got the idea that they werent actually nj loyalists but just hockey fans there for a game. unaffiliated, yelled at both sides, i can respect that to some extent just not when its against the canes dammit. 2nd period. bout the same as the first. the refs suck but we play hard. they score again but i will get back to you on this... anyway, after the 2nd period its 2-0 northern fuckers. i go get my icecream and its good. good icecream, actually a little melted. dammit even goodberries sucks!! ahh ok its ok the game is on again. we come out strong, dont score on a 5-3 but right afterwards shove a goal in. i was the first in the damn buiding to stand up... like it was a psychic connection. i was pissed about svoboda going to the minors but this guy... hereema... scored his first nhl goal. go hereema whoo! anyway, it was close but it all chalked up to shit. 2-1 devils. in fact, with that close of a game, fans were already leaving, this really pissed me off, its damn blasphemy. well back to the goal in the 2nd period. i can seriously, and not just because im pissed, make the connection that the refs lost the game for us. no it wasnt all the bad calls and no calls they made during the game, although it could have been. it was this... our player skates around the back of our goal with the puck, the ref doesnt move, trips the player who loses the puck to a jersey bitch who passes it and scores. this was an easy clear before the ref fucked it up for us. dammit. anyway, after the game i could only come up with 4 good moments in the game. #1: jesse bolourice drops the gloves and kicks a devil's ass to the tune of "let the bodies hit the floor" in the first period. you the man jesse. #2: jess hereema scores his first nhl goal. you the man hereema. #3: a ref gets hit in the head with a puck. haha you deserved it and we cheered. #4: some dude spills beer all over my little sister. AHHAHAHAHA.

anyway after that little escapade, we have to leave the arena. my moms driving since my dad had some beer and no one will let us out. its common courtesy bastards, take turns dammit. ahh well once we got out and after a few expletives under my breath we get to k-mart where me and my dad get in the wrangler with my mom in the libertyl behind us. now this is a stick shift, something im experienced enough with but i dont think that really mattered tonite because i was seriously out of it. i hadnt driven it in a while, just that little miata and thats got a helluva shorter throw than the jeep. in the miata you shift with your finger, in the jeep you shift from your waist up... i really pride myself in being a good driver, especially with a stick but this really was the worst time i have ever driven the jeep ever. i made more freshmen mistakes than bush did in 2001. it all started on the way out. we were stopped at a stoplight going uphill and my mom thank god gave me a good 30 feet of roll room because im not always perfect on hills. well the light turns green and i let the clutch out and rev it and roll backwards. i brake, clutch, unclutch, rev and roll backwards farther, dammit put the fucker in gear. riiiight. this was only the start. once i get on the real road im shiftin all funny and shit, i cant do nothin right. i get to a stoplight near some apartments and my mom drops back behind me again. its on a little hill too. im thinking, haha look at her, ill show her how to get out, put it in gear too. so the light turns green and i put it in gear... put it in gear... dammit it wont go in gear!!! put the damn clutch petal in... ahhhh!!! its going pretty bad now but its still not halfway over. im heading down, what, gorman street going 50. i see the stoplight up ahead to turn left at. i get in the turning lane. not that i cant see the gas station or that there is no one in the road ahead but i get in the damn turning lane anyway... its the wrong stoplight, stupid! ive got it in neutral look over my shoulder and see my mom a ways off and pull back into the lane. i actually thought about this. im going 45... lets see, 2nd gear?? vrrrrOOOOOOM the engine spools up to 5000 rpm and we slow 10 mph in a split second. up to third and we stay alive. i am such a horrible driver. the rest of the way home was about the same but without the big problems. im feeling so out of it it isnt even funny. i just sit here typing something so others can enjoy. my life is an open book... but enjoy people i dont know how long ill last