You fell apart, and I had to rescue you.

it's been an interesting week. the most pleasant suprises mixed with the most sickness i've felt in a long time. some fun, some creepy moments, and a lot of hugs. but for now i will leave it as a dream i had last night.

there is a girl. i'm going to leave the name out. she and i are walking to a familiar castle downtown of a city. we just crossed this great intersection late at night so that the only light is from the orange streetlamps and only a few cars and pairs of headlights occupy the five or six lanes of traffic. the two of us are walking down the sidewalk to the right of the traffic and i realize her hand is inside mine and we are somehow pressing together while we walk and talk. that contact is so special, you know it. she is telling me that she is tired of being alone. that she wants a boy who will do right by her. i look down and she kisses me on the forehead. it surprises me how quickly it happens but i lean over and kiss her and she kisses me back. we walk on down the dimly lit sidewalk toward the castle, the two of us, for a second, it seems, more than just the two of us.

to be fair, later on in the dream, before we marched around the armaments in a line, she said the same thing to another boy we know. seems like, looking back, she may have been fishing, but it still doesn't really bother me.

also, i got an entertaining spam email today. aside from trying to sell me cialis or a home loan, i don't mind these much.

Subject: Better Success, wind-hungry

"all of you, buzzards, toads, Visitors, Boneses, Quarterblads, bloodsuckers,
truck. They crawled into the shade. Arthur lay on his back and began
chewing. "When the fog lifts, you'll see that we're surrounded by nothing

Redrick said nothing. Thanks! You fell apart, and I had to rescue you.
.. ! Everybody was getting fed up with his tricks, and the guys had told"