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the title doesn't mean anything. it's just 'door' backwards.

today was good. drove the jeep out to apex in the heeeet. kept switching the a/c on from vent and back trying to save gas. they took my gun to clean it and see if it shoots. i'm excited. listened to old live dave there and back, haven't done that in a long time. and i played guitar a bit and read a lot and more mundane shit. ate dinner out. the waiter was cool, kept staying at our table and talking about his travels overseas. kept punching fists with me. a cool guy.

i don't really know what to say about things. i am content. due in large part to a small number of people, but it's nice. i think i'm moving on, i think i'm letting go, and i mean all that in the slightest little way because i don't want it to sound like this is a big deal at all. but it's true and it's daily and whatnot which should be natural for human kind. i'm just on the last little whisps of smoke. and it disappears.

fuck, i need to get to sleep. in 79 hours i will be on a plane to newark. newark. newark. it's hard to get excited about that except that after newark will be milwaukee and after milwaukee will be jackson and after jackson will be the west. and hours spent everywhere... the whole day flying around the country. everyone says it will be hell and i'm inclined to believe them. i'm only excited because i haven't flown in a plane since i was seven. and there will be updates... cause i will be bored...

boo!

and i thought this was pretty funny. inevitable but funny. enjoy...


and this is the funniest thing i have seen in... ever