dont know what to do

my stomach hurts

it hurt when jordan left. i dont think the two are related, or at least i dont want to think they are. its not her. her face doesnt hang around like a pleasant ghost behind my eyes when i hear a special song. she doesnt feel like that.

and the people that mean the absolute goddamned most to me, i havent seen in months {years}. i dont know what to do.




youre beautiful