youre so young, youre so goddamn young
i dont worry about the title nearly as much as i used to. seems like such a small thing these days, to type something like 'goddamn'. and to think, i am so concerned at night about religion and heaven and hell. why would i want to hurt my chances? still, everyday life count for more it seems. has nothing to do with today anyway, just a line stuck in my head.
such a lovely day. i wonder if anyone knows that johnson second floor mens lounge is the best in the building. sun shining not in the windows - that would be too perfect, this isnt a breakfast nook in a country home anyway - but past it, which is fine because everything else is illuminated. listening to the travis singles collection, im surprised at how beautiful it all is, and sitting wasting time for a little while. tristessa is laying down beside me, someone i wish were so real. the book, i havent read in a year or so, but so beautiful and true the first time i read it, i cant resist another.
and, oddly enough, im drinking an odwalla 'superfood' smoothie. i think i was in the mood for something "healthy" after health class and wandered over to the benson sundry to see if they had any clif bars. none of those but i came across an entire refrigerator of these odwalla things. of all of them, it was most fitting, it felt, to get the wierd one. claims to be a blend of apple juice, peach, mango, strawberry, and banana. plus, amazingly, wheat grass, barley grass, and wheat sprouts. truth is, its dark green, thick and is smothered in little black specks. ok. doesnt taste that bad, though. kindof like apple juice but a little thicker. that and a special K bar for good measure. yeah!
im so healthy, im so goddamn healthy.
hm, i just noticed the bottle says "enjoy by jan 18"... oh well.
and theres a bunch of people in here but all i can hear is mumblings and intonations of their conversation over the music. i guess its like listening to a song for the first time. and they all leave but people keep passing and im never alone. still such a lovely day.
such a lovely day. i wonder if anyone knows that johnson second floor mens lounge is the best in the building. sun shining not in the windows - that would be too perfect, this isnt a breakfast nook in a country home anyway - but past it, which is fine because everything else is illuminated. listening to the travis singles collection, im surprised at how beautiful it all is, and sitting wasting time for a little while. tristessa is laying down beside me, someone i wish were so real. the book, i havent read in a year or so, but so beautiful and true the first time i read it, i cant resist another.
and, oddly enough, im drinking an odwalla 'superfood' smoothie. i think i was in the mood for something "healthy" after health class and wandered over to the benson sundry to see if they had any clif bars. none of those but i came across an entire refrigerator of these odwalla things. of all of them, it was most fitting, it felt, to get the wierd one. claims to be a blend of apple juice, peach, mango, strawberry, and banana. plus, amazingly, wheat grass, barley grass, and wheat sprouts. truth is, its dark green, thick and is smothered in little black specks. ok. doesnt taste that bad, though. kindof like apple juice but a little thicker. that and a special K bar for good measure. yeah!
im so healthy, im so goddamn healthy.
hm, i just noticed the bottle says "enjoy by jan 18"... oh well.
and theres a bunch of people in here but all i can hear is mumblings and intonations of their conversation over the music. i guess its like listening to a song for the first time. and they all leave but people keep passing and im never alone. still such a lovely day.
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